What really our relationship is? Friends, best friends, exes? Well, he's my ex, my current favourite guy friend who's been with me for about 6 years. Its a complicated relationship between us. After so long, we still don't know each other well. We dare not to hurt, pour our feelings, etc to one another.
Ironically, I myself have recognised him as the best boyfriend that I have had before.
How frequently I tell myself, remind myself that the one and only reason we broke up was because of his unloyalness *pardon my eng* to me, when we were together <\3
Today, I mean just three hours ago. I can't control myself to not wanting to hold your hands. I can't get over the urge to hug you. When we sat on the floor, I felt like laying my head on your shoulders. It was hard. Hard. ( girl u should understand this feeling )
Never mind tho, I am always like that. I know that it's almost impossible for us to be together again..
But then, frankly I don't like the status of you being just my friend.
I want you back. :'(
